Well, well, well..It's been awhile and so much has changed yet again..It seems like this past year has been the most exciting, heartbreaking, unforgettable, incredible year of my life. Looking back on the past 365 days I can't believe where I am today, all that I've accomplished and experienced. It's been such a ride, so many UPs and downs, but through it all, through every decision and change, I found myself, my real true happy self and let me be the first to tell you that real happiness is so beautiful. Real love is incredible and when you finally make the decision to put yourself first and seek out your own happiness, it is by far thee best feeling in the world.
Back in April, I reconnected so randomly on facebook with Dillon, a guy I had gone to high school with and hung out with, dated his friend for awhile, etc...Life is so crazy, I was living life, working a job I loved but feeling empty, I knew things weren't how I wanted them to be in my life, relationships were fading and I needed a change. I wanted more from life and knew I deserved it but I wasn't shore how to go about making the change, and then, out of the blue, I get a friend request from this beautiful man. We talked and skyped every single day and there was just something about him. I was so deeply drawn to him and could not stop talking to him or thinking about him. Again, I say life is so crazy. You can be going about your life just living as usual and BAM, your entire world is turned upside down in the best way possible. It's like a dream.
Once I decided to make the changes in my life I needed to make, everything just felt better. It was like I could finally breathe and I knew what I was doing was exactly what I was suppose to do, granted I was sad at times and things were hard, when you loved someone and realize it's no longer working and not what you want, it's tough, but through it all I have found the man of my dreams and absolute love of my life. I have no doubts Dillon is my other half. He's amazing and I couldn't be happier.
Our story together is pretty incredible. He is unlike anyone I've ever known before and it's so refreshing and exciting. I love it you guys!! From the very beginning we threw everything on the table, talked about all kinds of topics, everything from religion to marriage and kids, politics,where we want to live, our dream houses, perfect days, etc.. and the fact that we're on the same page about pretty much everything, (not every thing of course, because that'd be boring ) but for the most part, is amazing. I'm happier than I have ever been before and I'm just in awe, at how beautiful and unexpected life can really be... Who would have thought that at 25, I would have already lived in several different states, then moved across the world, to the middle east...I've experienced so much and I can't wait to see the great places life takes me next :)
xoxo
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